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Mr. Lonely

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Stranger to the Apathetic Soul by bloatedbodies, literature

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Stranger to the Apathetic Soul

Outsider! See me here: I question not why you do not sleep While I do, here comfortable in my coffin of silk Unmoving, yes, but in soft slumber Next to the one whom I loved Tonight, she is constantly opened I am not of you, outsider, nor of your kind I hear not your tired and desperate pleas Deaf stone is my ear to you And to your eyes of Sorrow I see not the glint of life, but weakness I do not feel your hurt heart It is foriegn, and unnerving to me Making my spine tingle with unwilling energy Ignorant I am of the dark time To me, it is neither hope nor hopeless But a glint on a foreign horizon What is there, to hope for o

In your eyes by bloatedbodies, literature

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In your eyes

In your eyes, In my eyes In your heart You realize In the dark In the light A broken heart Slowly dies In a world That's broken How our eyes Have swollen Shut to us To our lives A broken heart Slowly dies When another Steps in Setting back All we've been You want to hide To shut tight Shut in the dark Slowly die In your eyes In my eyes In my heart In my life In my dreams In my head Am I me Am I dead In your eyes, In my eyes In your heart You realize In the dark In the light A broken heart Slowly dies

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Nothing by bloatedbodies, literature

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Nothing

Didn't you know you were everything to me Didn't you care you were my only fantasy You were the one my only love could be When I cried You were the only thing i see And now you're gone So thanks for NOTHING thanks for the pain There is NOTHING left for me to gain Now there's NOTHING for me to grasp Breathing NOTHING in one last gasp You should have seen that there was nothing in me It is my time precious time remembering you were mine in my heart But now You're gone So thanks for NOTHING taken vanity Thanks for NOTHING lost my sanity I have NOTHING you fucked me over Left me NOTHING its fucking over Between

Part the Mud by bloatedbodies, literature

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Part the Mud

In the shine off your face I see my final reflection So much blood inner infection Part the Mud I've lost the season my layers in too far In the shine off my face you see your final infliction So much blood I've made the correction Part the Mud Crushing the reason Betrayal in the scar In the shine off the faces Seeing pains sinless reflections So much love We are the perfection Part the Mud

Truth by bloatedbodies, literature

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Truth

I don't know how to add it up and keep it together I don't know how to make it work and keep iit forever But I've finally reached the end of my ability I've finally reached the end of my stability I'll suffer for the reasons suffer through the trouble lost in all your treason sorting through the rubble digging through the past make it last My beginning has ended abrupt and final my time is surrendered corrupt and conciled Sometimes I will sometimes I won't I finally do but say that I don't Only half of the question is knowing the answer the truth lies in knowing the lies

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Use by bloatedbodies, literature

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Use

Looking back at me In the broken glass A shattered reality Reflecting uncertainty Coming back to me From a broken past A shattered reality Producing uncertainty Why can't we change the Outcome of symbolicy Why do they use me To enforce their policy Slowly conditioned Into who we must be Why can't we change the Chances of breaking free Tired of restraining myself from calling out Tired of restraining myself I am not falling out I'm here to face you Give you the issue The web of deceit is intricate I'll make sure you never forget Me Why can't we use the Outcome of symbolicy Why can't you use me To break their policy

Untitled 1 by bloatedbodies, literature

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Untitled 1

I I I am I am gone I am gone for now Let's find a way to start again Let's find a way to get back to the way we began I am I I am gone I die somehow I am gone for now I am gone for now Let's find a way to start again Sacraficing myself to show you I I die somehow I die somehow I am I am gone I am gone I am gone Let's find a way to start Let's find a way to start Let's find a way to A revealing light to guide me through you Sacraficing myself to show you Let's find a way to start again Let's find a way to end 1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,89,144,233,377,610,987

Completion by bloatedbodies, literature

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Completion

Into the void Again Such an empty space You used to fill You were fit to the mold No one else They can come close But no one else Is right I want to Be complete again I want you To fix me All the time Day after day Something missing I can't fix me Into the void Again Such a gaping hole No one can feel No one can hold No one else They can't fill the mold But no one else Is right No one

Silent Irony by bloatedbodies, literature

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Silent Irony

As every lonely moment passes by I fade away into you I slowly revealed myself I thought I'd never do But captivation lied in my Fatal trust in you As every lonely moment passes by I fade away into you You don't seem to understand What the others did to me How much pain I could handle Pushed me beyond uncertainty And now everything I've worked to fix I put it all on the line Torn apart you never flinched As I had believed you were mine Take a step backwards But keep the momentum? Caught in your eyes Trusting in them Falling backwards Lost the momentum Trusting in your eyes Before I met them As every lonely moment passe

Know Me by bloatedbodies, literature

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Know Me

I stand before you And fall to my knees Showing all of myself So you can know me I slit myself open To prove how I feel And even though i don't like it The past is real I give up my heart To show what I've gained And I'm falling apart To take all your pain I've told you before I am only a problem I'll ruin your life Live on forgotten But you opened my eyes Made me complete Showing all myself So you can know me I slit myself open To prove how I feel And even though i don't like it The past is real I'll do anything only To show what I've gained To give you my love To take all your pain I know how others failed you L

Lost, Hold On by bloatedbodies, literature

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Lost, Hold On

I find myself holding on Once again This is the way It all began First one And now another Won't give in Won't be pulled under I failed the first time Lost my love And with it lost What I was made of Fell apart Lost What I lived for A brand new start I won't lose her Not like I lost another Won't give in Won't be pulled under Standing for What I lived for Lost before I won't lose her I find myself holding on Once again This is the way It all began First one And now another Won't give in Won't be pulled UNDER Fell apart Lost what I live for A brand new start And I won't lose her

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bloatedbodies

Jul 9, 2005

Dreams

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I represent everything you fear and resent I am everything dreams are made of and more dreams are our sins; leading temptations they set the stage for fall, for failure, for our deaths. Dreams are our beliefs, drawn to them like flies, morbid and disgusted drawn on instinct to breed, breathe, and feed, deep down we are nothing more than Dreams

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bloatedbodies

Jul 8, 2005

wtf

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im back what happened?

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bloatedbodies

Jun 23, 2005

Yeah

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IM BACK, just in time to leave though. Peace, I leave for Atlanta in 5...4....3...2.............1

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LittleMissUnderstood

Jan 9, 2009

hello there do you realize it still says your 16?

ravenbassist

Aug 3, 2008

Hello random deviant!

OnlyIfYouSmile

Jun 3, 2008

hah last time i commented this it was my old account
two years ago.

and baby doll you are NOT 16 anymore

Hey you.

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Mr. Lonely when i am not around
is a SEXY BEAST
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is a deviant since Feb 29, 2004, 3:07 PM
has 2,422 pageviews
is located in United States
last visited 4d 10h 1m 42s ago

where are you baby?

SpawnReaper

Jun 25, 2006

Hey man, thanks for the

Aquarah

Nov 12, 2005

hey hey
haven't heard from you in a long time..
how are you doing?
how are you liking DA?
Hope all is well